I have no idea, something is wrong there..
We met last night, he message me, telling me that he wanna meet me and passing something to me. I know that's the Christmas present. We watched a movie together cause I'm asking him at last munite.
Well, everything come naturally and pretend to be normal.. I didn't ask him anything bout the message, I didn't say anything bout my own feeling.. But, he got ask me something, when we waiting for showing time.
It might because of I too tired last night, so I didn't really pay attention to him last night, he asking me to stay at KL, see if can get any job at KL, maybe the opportunity is better than my small hometown. At that time, I was thinking : what for I need to stay at here since you don't want me? Want me to stay and walking in the cloud with you? @.@
What I answer to him is, I did think before to stay at KL, get a job at KL as well, but well... I get another oppotunity at Sabah as well. But, actually I wanna tell him is, if I got any boyfriend here, maybe I will stay. Haha..
But I didn't say it, cause I don't want to show him that, I can't live without him, I can't live without guy..I still can stay alive.. working, for family... and I don't want him to feel I'm desperate.
But, why he wanna ask me to stay? Didn't he run away from me already? Didn't he is not into me??
The second question pop out from my mind is, he asked me to earn extra by using my blog, and asking me to write some interesting blog to attract people.. it makes me feels like.. Did he read my blog? He still remember my blog? I didn't post my blog address at any social net, but only in plurk, how he manage to get it? Or he really did remember when I only told him once? I never know that his memory got such good..
I asked my friendsss.. their answer some confirm, some are not confirming.. So, I need your help, Readers, comment me, and tell me, what is happening there??