New Year New BF! HAH!!

It’s not so long time to get know him, and happen all the things within him. Having fun with my friends, hang out with him, watch midnight with him, outing, and so on.. And it’s no so long that I realize to fell in love with him.

It’s not long to propose to him by message, and it’s no so long time knowing that he is escaping me.. It’s really hurt at that time, never know that the guy can just escape but never answer me even Yes or No.

Due to my scar, I manage to get myself busy, lots of outing till no time to think of him, no any excuse to look for him, and no time to feel all the stupid emotion, so I join a lot of Plurkers Outing.

Thing Happens in a month only, and everything change a lot!

I get to know a lot more of friends due to the Plurkers Outing, and I really happy to get to know a lot of new friends and I didn’t give any excuse to myself feeling sad or disappointed.

Thanks to all of my beloved friends supporting me, either as me to stay and wait cause time can prove everything, or ask me to giving up with him, walk out from this guy and continue my own life without him. I deserved to get a better guy than him.

Get to know him at 31st October, till propose to him at 21st Dec (sort of cause I’m not really remember, this is my advantage LOL~), no news at 2 days time till he suddenly call me, and so on.. Things happen, and my male friends telling me that this is just a lust, and he is giving hope to me, wanting me to wait for him.

Till I decide to give up, I met “Someone”...

Everything happen at so sudden, I never know that I will meet “Someone” in this kind of bad condition I’m having. From the 1st I just treat him as a friend, I didn’t think so much but treat him as a new normal friend. I really dunno “Someone” but just surprise that “Someone” share his secret with me this newbie friend (I got a lots of friend suddenly share their secret with me, but not that early! LOL~) after we know each other bout 2-3 days, but I still treat him as a normal friend, until he telling me that he met a girl and willing to give him a solution to get the girl. I realize that he is talking bout me (by the way he describe the girl.)!

Things really happen so fast!

I knew “Someone” one week only and I realize that “Someone” is fell in love with me at 1st sight!? I thought this wouldn’t happen to me even though I believe the Love at 1st sight. LOL~

“Someone”, “Someone” came towards me suddenly,
Who stand in front of me,
Who come into the cloud I still walking at,
Who explode and let me see him,
Who willing to be with me,
Who willing me to share my happiness with,
Who willing me to get out from the cloud with him,
Who is concern at my health?
Who is concern at my happiness
Who is shopping with me whole day, walking through KL without any compliment,
Who pat me as a little girl which I never get before in my life, even my mom.. (been train to be tough till no one think that I weak sometimes)

And haha…
Thing really happen so fast, and so surprise.
“Someone” remember everything including my bad habit,
“Someone” can suddenly send me a message to me at the nest minute I was just thinking at him.
“Someone” can remember everything what I just simply slip out from my lips.
“Someone” can pamper me and take care of me sooOo much.
“Someone” can so worry bout me when I just make sny little sound. O.o!!
“Someone” is so urge to tell me his fell but hold back, cause of afraid it will scared me away LOL~

Well, IT WILL!! Thing only happen in between a week! How I suppose to accept these entire thing in a short while!??

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Looking back at my past, I realize that I have been desperate long time, everything gone so wrong since my Ex broke out with me. Too sad, too disappointed and too hurt, I hiding myself and becoming another me, fooling around, including fell in love with a wrong guy!

Looking at the future, I still walking in the cloud and don’t know where I should heading to. Since I crazily asked my friend to give me a chance outstation, till I crazily call back and telling my mom how much I wanna breach the contract and run away from this K-Hell.. Too tired of being at here..

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Well, everyone! New year is coming!
Buy your new dress already?
Buy your new shirt already?

I did! A dress, and a pair of new shoes!!
Don’t forget to change a new BF too to welcome our new year!!
Coz...




I Just Got One~!!
Bwahaha~!!

*evil grin* ngek ngek ngek

Clubbing night at Zouk,KL

Saturday night, I went clubbing with my friend Hunny, cause she is not happy, and she wanna go clubbing at Friday night with her gang to celebrate her belated birthday,but her gang suddenly all don't wanna go, so she is sad.

She said she promise to meet me and bring me along too, but due to all of them not going, so she grab me and go with only 2 ladies.. I got message Him in the morning, but he didn't reply me at all.. I feel a little disappointed bout it, but lucky just a little bit of disappointed, cause I know he is busy till next Friday, and he might deny me. What I feel disappointed is, he didn't reply at all, at least give a message and tell me he can't go with us bahh...

So, I really do go alone with Hunny, and we having a lots of fun in Zouk,KL.

When we having gun in Zouk, I found a lots of guys looking at me, they might just look at me, some come and wanna dance with me, but I'm sorry. I can't stand closer to stranger and let them touch me..

There's got one keep on look at me when he is dancing with his girl wtf, and he is keep on appear nearby me when I go wherever Hunyy grab me to, LOL~ from dancing pool to order counter is not a really far away distance, but you can't see anyone you see before in short while due to TOO CROWDED, we all pack like sandwiches wtf. I stood there quite some times due to the drink is not coming yet, we order orange juice from the 1st, and the drink hardly get, coz it's non-alcohol, so we wait. I found that fello again, still stick with his girl, but appear around me again! =.=|||

And there's got a guy close to me from the back, I can feel his XXXXX (doh!), dancing looking at girl also can make you high!? What on earth the men made by!? =.=|||

One more is a Mat Salleh direstly pat my shoulder and say Hi to me.

I got no choice but change my drink to beer cause the fello only can make one orange juice out instead of order 2, and I don't think one can make me drunk too, so I just take it, but I feel a little sorry to Hunny cause I drink alcohol in front of her... =(

Umm... the conclusion is, I realize that I still can flirt a lots of guys when I didn't do anything. I mean, I really Didn't Do Anything, but just dance mine, having mine with Hunny, but they will stick to us.. Maybe it's the way they flirt the single ladies..

And I only can say, I also can flirt if I wanna to, cause I'm not belongs to anyone. Due to my gal, Hunny said, We Girl, can be very royal to her boy, but once she is single, she can flirt more than what you guys can expect, so,men, Don't Hurt Your Girl, and please do respect your Girl.

Thank you.