September 09.
You can find that my previous post is really long time ago already... and I really don't have the time to do this, and I'm lazy to do this too...
Another 1 reason is, I don't have computer, I don't have laptop, I don't have notebook, and I can't online at working place anymore.. SOB!
By the way, today is really in my mood, suddenly open my own blog, and then go and browse my friends blog, but without leave down anything, just go through them,then leave......
And then, I'm coming here and would like to tell you all that, I'M StiLL AliVe!!!
September 09...
It's really been long time didn't come here, and a lot of things up....
Me currently now at Miri, Sarawak, having my new job, and a lots of new complaining and challenging, with the bad guysSss~
Having my new staying place too, from hostel and sis's home running here and there, so that I can release my stress from work.
Having a new challenging, which is having my own boyfriend who still at KL,but got a lot of new guys still wanna get a chance from me.... AIKSsS!!
I'm not that HOT weii, not yet a fried chicken yet ler...
I still can fly, I still can run, I still can jump, I still can get out of this messy~~~
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
I'm Back.
Hey yo, everybody, it's really been god damn long time I didn't update my blog, and I'm so sorry that it takes so long time to update it since then..
Well, things happen a lot in this period time.
1st, my company's networking been blocked, so I have been forced to write my post thru gmail's note.
2nd, my manager don't even want me to touch the gmail as well, cause of that C2p malay staff, she always cincai clip a lot of thing which she not suppose to clip, and download the extra thing which make manager bang all the stuff.
3rd, I resigned from there, and moving back to my beloved hometown, Sibu Sarawak.
4th, I'm so sorry that I left my MrBf at KL, where he still willing to continue staying there.
5th, I;m waiting for my new job.
6th, I getting fat after I get back to my hometown, due to mom cook nice food for me everyday~ I repeat, EVERYDAY~!!!
7th, the networking at my house being cut out at the 1st day I arrive my home, the telephone line was cut accidentally, and there's up to hundred houses' phone cannot use.
Well, this is what had happen in this period time.
I just giving a short article at here, and my sis-in-law is asking me to watch movie with her, and today is mom's day,so we preparing to have a mom's cake, so... hehehe...
I ciao again...
Happy Mom's Day~!!
Well, things happen a lot in this period time.
1st, my company's networking been blocked, so I have been forced to write my post thru gmail's note.
2nd, my manager don't even want me to touch the gmail as well, cause of that C2p malay staff, she always cincai clip a lot of thing which she not suppose to clip, and download the extra thing which make manager bang all the stuff.
3rd, I resigned from there, and moving back to my beloved hometown, Sibu Sarawak.
4th, I'm so sorry that I left my MrBf at KL, where he still willing to continue staying there.
5th, I;m waiting for my new job.
6th, I getting fat after I get back to my hometown, due to mom cook nice food for me everyday~ I repeat, EVERYDAY~!!!
7th, the networking at my house being cut out at the 1st day I arrive my home, the telephone line was cut accidentally, and there's up to hundred houses' phone cannot use.
Well, this is what had happen in this period time.
I just giving a short article at here, and my sis-in-law is asking me to watch movie with her, and today is mom's day,so we preparing to have a mom's cake, so... hehehe...
I ciao again...
Happy Mom's Day~!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
2 days left...
I'm continuing my life story from my google's note...
2 days left...
2 days left I'm working at here...
the computer no longer can online anymore, I think melissa totally block the net already, dunno how she make it, but nevermind, lucky I still got my small handphone, eventhough I cannot do anything at this blogsite, but I still can update my life's small story through Plurk, which you can see at the right side bar..
2 days left I'm working at here, and I really excited to welcome tomorrow, cause I can totally get out from that hell, I can totally fly to the future and my freedom!!
This night, I, lastly, can online at MrBf's homey computer, updating this post.
Online my msn, I feel happy and fun, sitting on MrBf's legs, chatting with my friends, it's really a fun night for me, even though he just let me to sit on him half an hour, but it's still good for me... =)
All my lovely friends enjoying chatting with me, and MrBf is controling me at the strangers haha... Well I know he is doing good for me, it's just that I'm too nice to everyone, and he don't like it. *whispering* maybe he is just don't like me to flirt around? =P
All of my friends are very caring at me, I really thankful and appreciate to have them as my friends, even though they are from other places, other country, meet them from this strange city...
Hehe... Whateva!!
I would like to say, I'm so sorry that I won;t update this untill I get back to my hometown, Sarawak...
I'm leaving this big city, Kuala Kumpur..
So sorry to all my friends, especially those I got no chance to telling you and lost your contact... Sorry for all the inconvenience... =P
Good night..
and
stay tune...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Hello All!!
Hello dear all my reader,
I'm so sorry that I unable to update my blog currently, but I did write my life spend in google's note, and it now link at my right hand side's small box, namedPure Prue's share item.
Hope everyone is OK with it.. and enjoy my life spend.. ;)
Good to know that all of you still go throught my blog update :P
Enjoy and Have your good life too!!
I'm so sorry that I unable to update my blog currently, but I did write my life spend in google's note, and it now link at my right hand side's small box, namedPure Prue's share item.
Hope everyone is OK with it.. and enjoy my life spend.. ;)
Good to know that all of you still go throught my blog update :P
Enjoy and Have your good life too!!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Testing 123
testing 123
Hope you guys won't feel shock when I'm doing this, cause I really wanna know how it looks after I post from phone... Damn I feel my fingers so tired, nearly into cacat already..
Friday, February 20, 2009
Wall...
I really don’t understand…
Why there’s got a lots of complaining?
The shop isn’t clean, then boss or the managers complain.. “We have to keep the shop clean and tidy all the while, I don’t want to see any messy in the shop, you think lar yourself, if the customer see all this thing, how would they think?? Blablabla….”
But then? If the shop too clean and tidy? The customer complain plak! “Aiya, I thought that’s just a reflect wall ler..” “ Alamak~!!”
The customer like to bang the wall…
Why there’s got a lots of complaining?
The shop isn’t clean, then boss or the managers complain.. “We have to keep the shop clean and tidy all the while, I don’t want to see any messy in the shop, you think lar yourself, if the customer see all this thing, how would they think?? Blablabla….”
But then? If the shop too clean and tidy? The customer complain plak! “Aiya, I thought that’s just a reflect wall ler..” “ Alamak~!!”
The customer like to bang the wall…
Afraid
Sometimes I really afraid that I make any wrong decision..
Every decision is authoring my life, every decision is changing my future…
Learn to plan for my life since I was just 12, but after the decision I made when I was 12, I’m a little bit regret. Regret why I choose this as my future.. and making myself suffering in my life..
Look at my own hand, they are so rough with lots of fine lines, telling the tough story of life… Mom said, I got a pair of beautiful hand, but I only can see hows the different between me and other girls..
I hate making decision.. I hate choose my life.. Once you choose, and you find that that’s not what you expect and not what you want, you will regret what you choose. Once you go for it, you don’t have life and time to turn back and restart your life… We don’t have the time machine…
Since I came to KL, I made a lot of decision myself, decide to sign the contract and suffering myself, instead of family suffer with me too.. decide to stay at KL instead of go back to that small state to continue my small life.. decide to fight for my own good instead and sneak and wait for the results out.. but once you asked if I regret for all of these, I don’t know..
I regret, because of I found that my life will be happier if I don’t make that kind of decision.. I’m not regret, because of I found that I can do it, and I can do more than this, I’m more independent than what you expect.. I can be!
Get this from my friend, NicoleFishy,
人生吧,
0 岁出场, 10岁快乐成长
20 为情彷徨, 30 基本定向 , 40 拼命打闯
50回頭望望；60告老還鄉； 70搓搓麻將；
80曬曬太陽；90躺在床上；100掛在牆上...
Well, maybe she also get it from other places.. or forward mail.. but it give me a lot of different thinking..
20 为情彷徨, 20 year-old confusing for love..
Yea, and I’m having the exactly same problem.. I’m confusing again… confusing at, what should I do next, where I should go next, when I should stop next?
Even MrBF keep on telling me that he will respect every decision I make, but I’m nervous.. nervous at the decision I make will regrets me again.. nervous at what will happen at the next after I make the decision… sometimes I rather got people help me to do those decision… help me to settle down..
.
.
.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Now, I stand at front of the stage, look at the guests sitting in front of me, I don’t know what should I do, I don’t know what I should act.. I’m nervous now…
I should step forward? Or step back??
I should talk? Or sing?
I should walk, passby the stage? Or dance throughout the stage?
I should continue to adventures? Or stay here for my continue sleeping mode?
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Called family last night, we really take turn and talk with each other, 1st mom, she is cooking at that time, then 3rd sister, we talking bout her baby, then my brother, he asked me what’s my decision for the future..
He give me a very special theory,
He said, everyone’s life, is 60% control by the fate, 20% control by the circumstances, only left another 20% control by yourself..
He himself is a very good example, keep on trying to skip from the family, keep on trying to stay a little far away from home, work at few hour driving distance from home, opened a shop, doing business for himself, just because of willing to stay far away from the family business, he really not willing to continue the nursery business I think. But then, ni the end, how struggle he is, still close his own business and come back to our own home, support mom’s nursery business back…
I think, yea it is.. maybe God prepare everything for you, it’s just that maybe your circumstances thinking might change you a little bit, but you won’t run too far away from what God prepare for you…
But yet, God, what you prepared for me?
Every decision is authoring my life, every decision is changing my future…
Learn to plan for my life since I was just 12, but after the decision I made when I was 12, I’m a little bit regret. Regret why I choose this as my future.. and making myself suffering in my life..
Look at my own hand, they are so rough with lots of fine lines, telling the tough story of life… Mom said, I got a pair of beautiful hand, but I only can see hows the different between me and other girls..
I hate making decision.. I hate choose my life.. Once you choose, and you find that that’s not what you expect and not what you want, you will regret what you choose. Once you go for it, you don’t have life and time to turn back and restart your life… We don’t have the time machine…
Since I came to KL, I made a lot of decision myself, decide to sign the contract and suffering myself, instead of family suffer with me too.. decide to stay at KL instead of go back to that small state to continue my small life.. decide to fight for my own good instead and sneak and wait for the results out.. but once you asked if I regret for all of these, I don’t know..
I regret, because of I found that my life will be happier if I don’t make that kind of decision.. I’m not regret, because of I found that I can do it, and I can do more than this, I’m more independent than what you expect.. I can be!
Get this from my friend, NicoleFishy,
人生吧,
0 岁出场, 10岁快乐成长
20 为情彷徨, 30 基本定向 , 40 拼命打闯
50回頭望望；60告老還鄉； 70搓搓麻將；
80曬曬太陽；90躺在床上；100掛在牆上...
Well, maybe she also get it from other places.. or forward mail.. but it give me a lot of different thinking..
20 为情彷徨, 20 year-old confusing for love..
Yea, and I’m having the exactly same problem.. I’m confusing again… confusing at, what should I do next, where I should go next, when I should stop next?
Even MrBF keep on telling me that he will respect every decision I make, but I’m nervous.. nervous at the decision I make will regrets me again.. nervous at what will happen at the next after I make the decision… sometimes I rather got people help me to do those decision… help me to settle down..
.
.
.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Now, I stand at front of the stage, look at the guests sitting in front of me, I don’t know what should I do, I don’t know what I should act.. I’m nervous now…
I should step forward? Or step back??
I should talk? Or sing?
I should walk, passby the stage? Or dance throughout the stage?
I should continue to adventures? Or stay here for my continue sleeping mode?
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Called family last night, we really take turn and talk with each other, 1st mom, she is cooking at that time, then 3rd sister, we talking bout her baby, then my brother, he asked me what’s my decision for the future..
He give me a very special theory,
He said, everyone’s life, is 60% control by the fate, 20% control by the circumstances, only left another 20% control by yourself..
He himself is a very good example, keep on trying to skip from the family, keep on trying to stay a little far away from home, work at few hour driving distance from home, opened a shop, doing business for himself, just because of willing to stay far away from the family business, he really not willing to continue the nursery business I think. But then, ni the end, how struggle he is, still close his own business and come back to our own home, support mom’s nursery business back…
I think, yea it is.. maybe God prepare everything for you, it’s just that maybe your circumstances thinking might change you a little bit, but you won’t run too far away from what God prepare for you…
But yet, God, what you prepared for me?
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