New Year New BF! HAH!!

It’s not so long time to get know him, and happen all the things within him. Having fun with my friends, hang out with him, watch midnight with him, outing, and so on.. And it’s no so long that I realize to fell in love with him.

It’s not long to propose to him by message, and it’s no so long time knowing that he is escaping me.. It’s really hurt at that time, never know that the guy can just escape but never answer me even Yes or No.

Due to my scar, I manage to get myself busy, lots of outing till no time to think of him, no any excuse to look for him, and no time to feel all the stupid emotion, so I join a lot of Plurkers Outing.

Thing Happens in a month only, and everything change a lot!

I get to know a lot more of friends due to the Plurkers Outing, and I really happy to get to know a lot of new friends and I didn’t give any excuse to myself feeling sad or disappointed.

Thanks to all of my beloved friends supporting me, either as me to stay and wait cause time can prove everything, or ask me to giving up with him, walk out from this guy and continue my own life without him. I deserved to get a better guy than him.

Get to know him at 31st October, till propose to him at 21st Dec (sort of cause I’m not really remember, this is my advantage LOL~), no news at 2 days time till he suddenly call me, and so on.. Things happen, and my male friends telling me that this is just a lust, and he is giving hope to me, wanting me to wait for him.

Till I decide to give up, I met “Someone”...

Everything happen at so sudden, I never know that I will meet “Someone” in this kind of bad condition I’m having. From the 1st I just treat him as a friend, I didn’t think so much but treat him as a new normal friend. I really dunno “Someone” but just surprise that “Someone” share his secret with me this newbie friend (I got a lots of friend suddenly share their secret with me, but not that early! LOL~) after we know each other bout 2-3 days, but I still treat him as a normal friend, until he telling me that he met a girl and willing to give him a solution to get the girl. I realize that he is talking bout me (by the way he describe the girl.)!

Things really happen so fast!

I knew “Someone” one week only and I realize that “Someone” is fell in love with me at 1st sight!? I thought this wouldn’t happen to me even though I believe the Love at 1st sight. LOL~

“Someone”, “Someone” came towards me suddenly,
Who stand in front of me,
Who come into the cloud I still walking at,
Who explode and let me see him,
Who willing to be with me,
Who willing me to share my happiness with,
Who willing me to get out from the cloud with him,
Who is concern at my health?
Who is concern at my happiness
Who is shopping with me whole day, walking through KL without any compliment,
Who pat me as a little girl which I never get before in my life, even my mom.. (been train to be tough till no one think that I weak sometimes)

And haha…
Thing really happen so fast, and so surprise.
“Someone” remember everything including my bad habit,
“Someone” can suddenly send me a message to me at the nest minute I was just thinking at him.
“Someone” can remember everything what I just simply slip out from my lips.
“Someone” can pamper me and take care of me sooOo much.
“Someone” can so worry bout me when I just make sny little sound. O.o!!
“Someone” is so urge to tell me his fell but hold back, cause of afraid it will scared me away LOL~

Well, IT WILL!! Thing only happen in between a week! How I suppose to accept these entire thing in a short while!??

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Looking back at my past, I realize that I have been desperate long time, everything gone so wrong since my Ex broke out with me. Too sad, too disappointed and too hurt, I hiding myself and becoming another me, fooling around, including fell in love with a wrong guy!

Looking at the future, I still walking in the cloud and don’t know where I should heading to. Since I crazily asked my friend to give me a chance outstation, till I crazily call back and telling my mom how much I wanna breach the contract and run away from this K-Hell.. Too tired of being at here..

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Well, everyone! New year is coming!
Buy your new dress already?
Buy your new shirt already?

I did! A dress, and a pair of new shoes!!
Don’t forget to change a new BF too to welcome our new year!!
Coz...




I Just Got One~!!
Bwahaha~!!

*evil grin* ngek ngek ngek

Clubbing night at Zouk,KL

Saturday night, I went clubbing with my friend Hunny, cause she is not happy, and she wanna go clubbing at Friday night with her gang to celebrate her belated birthday,but her gang suddenly all don't wanna go, so she is sad.

She said she promise to meet me and bring me along too, but due to all of them not going, so she grab me and go with only 2 ladies.. I got message Him in the morning, but he didn't reply me at all.. I feel a little disappointed bout it, but lucky just a little bit of disappointed, cause I know he is busy till next Friday, and he might deny me. What I feel disappointed is, he didn't reply at all, at least give a message and tell me he can't go with us bahh...

So, I really do go alone with Hunny, and we having a lots of fun in Zouk,KL.

When we having gun in Zouk, I found a lots of guys looking at me, they might just look at me, some come and wanna dance with me, but I'm sorry. I can't stand closer to stranger and let them touch me..

There's got one keep on look at me when he is dancing with his girl wtf, and he is keep on appear nearby me when I go wherever Hunyy grab me to, LOL~ from dancing pool to order counter is not a really far away distance, but you can't see anyone you see before in short while due to TOO CROWDED, we all pack like sandwiches wtf. I stood there quite some times due to the drink is not coming yet, we order orange juice from the 1st, and the drink hardly get, coz it's non-alcohol, so we wait. I found that fello again, still stick with his girl, but appear around me again! =.=|||

And there's got a guy close to me from the back, I can feel his XXXXX (doh!), dancing looking at girl also can make you high!? What on earth the men made by!? =.=|||

One more is a Mat Salleh direstly pat my shoulder and say Hi to me.

I got no choice but change my drink to beer cause the fello only can make one orange juice out instead of order 2, and I don't think one can make me drunk too, so I just take it, but I feel a little sorry to Hunny cause I drink alcohol in front of her... =(

Umm... the conclusion is, I realize that I still can flirt a lots of guys when I didn't do anything. I mean, I really Didn't Do Anything, but just dance mine, having mine with Hunny, but they will stick to us.. Maybe it's the way they flirt the single ladies..

And I only can say, I also can flirt if I wanna to, cause I'm not belongs to anyone. Due to my gal, Hunny said, We Girl, can be very royal to her boy, but once she is single, she can flirt more than what you guys can expect, so,men, Don't Hurt Your Girl, and please do respect your Girl.

Thank you.

Stay ! Stay ?

Today I called my sister bout the flight ticket, and she suddenly asked me if I gave the resignation letter already or not, and asking me if I manage to move back or not. My brain is blank.

Thinking... Thinking.. Thinking...
Still Blank.

I called mom in the evening time, I asked mom bout it. ( sis is married to another state, so online on phone randomly ) She suddenly move the topic to my another sister's colleague there ( I got 3 sister ).

She told me what happen to a girl when she found herself too lonely and get what kind of suck boy would be. She will find the boy And change topic fly to one of my cousin there, she told me how she met her husband and how she marry to her husband, and now after give birth the baby, how he suddenly dump her with carry the baby gone. Her parents also directly register divorce after thing happened.

She tell me also how my second sister's friend, she got her sister also married to West Malaysia and found not happy stay over there after that. Life is not as happy as at East Malaysia eventhough she is married to a Riches.

She tell me a lot, everything bout the story at others, and trying to telling me that, Marry To Another Land Is not As Happy As You Just Stay At Your Own Land. =.=|||

Umm.. She also got telling me that, also got heard bout some girls are happy after married to here, but very seldom.

What I trying to say? No idea for me myself, just wanna put something on blog, and ask you all give opinion nia.. LOL~

But after all, I made a decision, I will stay till End of 2009.
This year might be the last year I can play hard at K-Hell~!! So all of my friends~ remember to invite me if got any fun!
BUT! Still not considering of continue working at this stupid place till end of the year.. =.=

TaGgEd~

Aiyo wei... been tagged again by Blueprawn..
T.T

I don't really like to be tagged, cause I need to tell a lots of secret in tag ler...
But no choice, since be tagged, still need to do.
If not I lagi feel sorry to my beloved friend..

so, Sorry to those I going to tag.. =p
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1. The last person you tagged is?

Blueprawn- Cindy lor..

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2. Your 5 impression of him/her?

Cute, Nice, Lovely(coz got *tuutttt..*), Fun and Active.

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3. The most memoriable thing that he.she had ever done for you?
Being a very nice friend and keep all of my secret nicely =P, and also sharing the secret togeta.. =)

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4. The most memorable word he/she ever spoke to you?

Dunno. LOL~ she always use this to skip all the problem and quest i asked sometimes..

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5. If he/she become you lover you will...

Erm.. hardly cause I'm Not Lesbo!! and she got her lovely boy..

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6. If he/she become you enemy you will...

I neva think of it before, we are family friendss..

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7. IF he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on

Nothing need to be improve i think..

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8. If he/she becomes your enemy, its because

Erm.. I bitch bout her? =P

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9. The most desirable thing for him/her to do is

Lose weight and smaller her calf (leg part).

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10. Overall impression towards him/her is

Nice and pretty gal.

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11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

Currently what I heard is pretty zombie, funny, blur, happy go lucky. LOL~

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12. The character for you for yourself is

Emotional..

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13. On the contrary, the character you hate for yourself is?

Laziness.

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14. the most ideal person you want to be is

Ummm... myself?

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15. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her

Can I skip this? alots of friend care me so much worr... not only one here ler, LOL~

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16. TEN people to tag

Ten again T.T
-annna
-Nicolefishy
-PoE
-Hitomi
-TerriChan
-Strawberry
-Turemax!!
-EgG-gY
-Crazywrazy
-ahlost

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17. who is #2 having a relationship with?

Very good friend from Plurk

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18. is #3 a male or a female?

Female

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19. if #7 and #10 got together, would that be a good thing?

Impossible.. #7 is married and #10 is at another island! =.=

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20. how about #5 and #8?

Dun siao lar~

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21. what is #1 studying about?

dunno wor.. only know she is also Sarawakian..

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22. when was the last time you had a chat with them?

Today and yesterday lor..

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23. is #4 single?

Hell yeah!! you wanna?

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24. say something about #2.

Lovely and cute.

Day Time Clarke Quay and Malay Street

We been Clarke Quay, Singapore, but we been at day time, instead of every traveler go at night time.
Everyone asking why go at day time, but we can't manage to been there at night time. We rush to go back at the same night thought..



And at the same time, we found an interesting game but we can't mange to have fun too, cause they are under maintenance too. Everything is so unlucky.



We pass by the Coleman Bridge and found a lots of interesting stuff..



Like those building..



colour colourful..



Gossip shop LOL~



Wooden Toys shop..



Pub or Club of course, at Clarke Quay what...



And LengLui.. XD
Haha.. sorry she's my friend, I curi ambik punya..



Actually Clarke Quay is a Special place, it previously if not mistaken, is a type of Harbor for those pilot stop by and over night, and that's why here a lots of pubs and motels, even till now, there still a lots of famous pubs here.

We can't manage to stop by and look every shop, cause they all close at day time, only few of them are open day time.

Yet, we still found something interesting.. At Day Time~



This is my friend, Wil, and you can see that, behind this bloody chair is a very huge mirror. Can you imagine what will it happen when it is at night time? I guess it's a special mirror that you can see from inside, and it's a club inside (just guess).



This is what we found at beside that Chair, I can't find the shop name, so guess it's name 196.96654



They everything is using the hospital equipment!! including the surgery table!!



Can you see clearly what are those??



See Carefully~~

Haha... after we walk out from Clarke Quay. We walk to another mall for shopping again, then we walk to the wrong place to have our lunch, we miss the junction, and very accidentally, walk to Malay street. =.=

It's consider far as well, but we accidentally made it. =.=|||



There's got 2 thing to impress me in Malay Street.



1st, it's Outdoor Aircond.

You walk into the street, there's got outdoor and indoor separated by buildings, but yet, it covered by those glass walls, and fully airconded. =.=



Umm... From here you can see that how Malay really know to Enjoy..
Oppsss...

Well, the 2nd one is.. You Can Found Pork In Malay Street's Food Court !!

This one really highly impress me!! XD

He didn't call back..

After 2 day I didn't message him, I didn't call him, I didn't do anything to him, and also no news from him, I call him again this afternoon.

I call him due to I walking into the KLCC Garden, I suddenly remember him again, he asked me before to invite him when I doing the relax over there, look at the sky, do nothing, make the brain blank.. I remember him, cause this is what I promised to him..

Well, so unfortunately, he didn't pick up the phone, and not calling back too...I got no idea why, and avoid myself to think why.. I listening the songs, force myself to think at the future, think how will be great at this coming Sunday..

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At Starbucks, I look at the menu, I can't get any coffee at this kind of time, it's going into evening time.. I read a book bout the Physiologist (is it? I'm not so sure coz I read in chinese) met a patient who is a 62-year-old lady fell in love a guy who younger 35 years old than her..

I didn't really read all the story, but I can't help myself to thinking between two of us when I read the book, so I stop at half of the story only..

The old lady stay at her mind in 8 years, keep on thinking every single minute she with him in those 27 days. I mean, she live in her past..
I keep on thinking how good and nice when we are spend out time together.
I am hurting myself in mind!

The old lady trying to keep in as a god cause he treat her nicer than everyone do.
I thought he is the nice guy deserve for me, instead of, there got other guy treating me even better than he treating me.
I am cheating myself!

I can't help myself but I throw myself into the cloud, keep on continue walking in the cloud, and trying to grab something in the cloud..
I might fall myself..
But, I still walk inside there..

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I called my friend, ChanHui, thinking of wanna tell her what is going on to me myself.
She ask me to message her instead of calling cause she is in the LRT, can't really hear what I'm talking, so I manage to do it, but I send to the wrong person!! Shit~!!

I sent to him, I try to cancel the message and send a message, apologize that to the wrong person. He didn't reply at all, so I can't do anything too..
I called ChanHui again, I don't wanna message anymore! I just directly telling her what is happen to me myself.
At the end, she is giving me an cute answer.She said, maybe I like Mee Maggi and he like BeeHun? Haha.. I don't like Mee Maggi too OK?

But well, don't like, don't like, I still got curi makan. After makan (eat) only regret how fat it is..
Does it mean that me and him also just because of I curi makan Mee Maggi??

p/s: mee maggi = instant noodle

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I had a dream in the morning.
I wearing my uniform, working in a strange place.
I suddenly feels like wanna eat junk food, then I walked to downstairs, thinking of get a junk food.
But I don't want o buy in a sudden, I steal it!
I know an uncle saw it, but I still run..
After I back to my working place, I open and eat the junk food with my colleague, I found it not nice at all...
After I finish half of the junk food, the uncle came, he only left the sentences then leave : If you don't want anything happen, just pay him a pack.

I knew the dream got some meaning, but I'm not sure what it is..
Does this tell me what will happen today?

New Year Eve

Sorry for the late posting!! This is what happen to my New Year Eve!!!

I'd been Ampang over night at my friend's house, her room is really Hot at midnight, I awake twice due to Hot~~~ and that's why I wake up late in that morning =p

I arrive home bout 11am, and rech One Utama bout 1pm I think, I late nearly an hour to meet new plurker, Hitomi ^^



It's bout time to eat lunch.. so we go TIG Friday.



I have no idea what I should eat, so I took back the same steak I ate before at Pavilion, but last time I tried the medium well cook steak. This time I would like to try the medium cook!! it's meaning that 50% cooked only..



After the meal out.. It really look nice~~ and Yummy~



But the broccoli is not as nice as Pavilion one.. and the meat is really... EEiiii~~~



Too fleshy till I can't stand it.. Lucky the person in charge come and ask bout the food, so he help me to cook a lil more.. cause the food come out like, medium rare cook only.. >.<

After we eat our lunch, both of us agree to watch Bedtime Story ~~!!
And we saw this in OneU GSC!





Haha.. what a Big Book!! =D

After finish the movie with Hitomi, it's bout 4.30pm ++
So, we directly heading to The Curve~!! and meet Matthew and ChanRui


ChanRui, Me, Hitomi and Matthew (from right to left)

We having our so called dinner at Paddington House of Pancakes, the restaurant name is really got damn too long, so normally we will just call it as Paddington. No more second shop using Paddington this name thou..



Normally 1st visitors will ask, what we can had from a pancakes shop?? All the answer sure will be, Pancakes Lor!

So, we walked in and take a try, read the god damn thick menu and try to grab something from there..and there it is..







You guys wanna try? sure no problems.. they are nice, really really nice~~ but I still prefer the McD breakfast Pancakes Set LOL~