My New Toy..

I made it at Cambodia....

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Of course I'm just Kidding.....

I took it at Cambodia.

I'm Sorry

it's been long time... after we meet at here....

I have no idea what i should say after that, I'm sorry that I can't talk with you like previous anymore....
I'm sorry I can't share my secret to you anymore...
And I don't think you are truly understand me... eventhough you are the most understanding me than everyone I know..

Not that I wanna deny you or what... I never know how to open my door wide and let you know everything about me... I never think I can do this as well...
I only can say...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry that...that I never regret to what I had done.

An Irritating "A"

At Miri, 6 months time, no, it's 7 mnths already! It can happen lotsa lotsa lotsa thing in 7 months time, you might need to know. Not only working stuff, and also private and personal stuff.

Well, there's 7 days in a week, everyone knows that, and there's got 1 day off in a week, I work from 8 o'clock in the morning to 10 o'clock at night, somtimes is 10.om pm only can reach home.

Surprise??

8 to 10? 8am to 10 pm? Are you kidding me??

Well, you imagine, me wake up at roughly 6.30am, laid on my bed till 7am only real wake up and ready for my work, 8am MEET BOSS~!! Be around with Bosses till 10pm only can reach home. My real working time is 9.30am to 9.30pm, but I'm with all the bosses till 10 only ciao from them.. so, still can be consider work from 8 to 10.. I have to be awake, steady and smart at all the 15 hours, dome of the time, back to home still have to be careful, or else someone will continue talking bout ME. My personal and privacy is ruined..... haiz... That's why I don't even wanna touch the computer when they are in front of me...

Sorry, no picture recently, will try to get picture after this...

Here, the story of one day off.. every day off, I got to entertain a guy, who is rich, but I dunno how rich he is, I don;t even wanna know. Why I should entertain him? Cause he is my sis and my bro-in-law's good friend, all the family knows him already, lucky that my mom, my sis and me don't like him.

Why should I have to entertain him since I don't like him? Cause my sis ask me to do so. He is too good with my bro-in-law, and my bro-in-law got problems with me sis, my sis ask me to help her up, by using him!! Let's call him "A".

"A" is interesting at me since he saw me at the 1st time at my sister's home, when I sick like hell, MC and rest at home. I don't like how he look at me when I'm there, and I knew what's the meaning of how he look at me. I knew it. But I got no choice to get him a cup of tea when my bro-in-law ask me to.

He thought I'm the one who specially made the tea, but not to knowing that actually it's the ready made, just need to put in the pot and get boil with the water, then you can drink it. So, girls, there's got one tips to tell you, wanna get attract by a riches, boil some easy tea, then they might fell in love with you, or maybe only the stupid him will get into this..

Then~ starting lar the story, entertain him as entertain a boy, easily get happy when I'm just talk to him nicely, then will easy get down when I just ignore him... what a damn big boy, he is a married guy and he is 34. Imagine this kind of BIG BOY.



Sorry to say this..


but..


He is brainless, he thought that he is a very high educated person, so he talk a lot in front of my family like he is rich and got stylish taste. But for me, he is so irritate to me.. getting irritate to me, cause he like to talk nonsence...

He thought he know everything, but everyone's mind and thnking are different, what I suppose to agree with him since I got my own set of thinking of the same topic??

And.. hah! I think he is thinking of wanna make some chance to meet me again, stupid him.. watch movie, yamchar, eating lunch or dinner.. lotsa lotsa reason, way and tricks, makes me feel bad at him only.. haiz...

What so ever, as long as I'm off, for sure he will get to know and try to do all the thing to get to see me de lar..

friend forever... only friend..

So long time never chat with my Senior Oon already...

just for the friendship and memory, makes me wanna chat with him again..


I used to gell in love with him before, when he became single, teeheehee... :P but then, just after quite some time, I decide to tell him the truth, which I know what's the answer, I knew it already.

I knew I will be rejected after I tell him, for sure.. because I can feel that he is in love with someone else, and it's more than just a year or 2....

I think he still in love with her? haha.. who knows? only him, I think.... not even the lady he in love with, know bout this or not ler... :P

Whatever... I'm quite happy to get to chat with him again, and he still can reply me eventually when I kacau him.. :P

Thanks to you Oon, wish we are friend forever... only friend... not more than that!!

blog...

It's been 7 months over here, happened a lot of troubles and problems.. Too much story but I really lazy to tell to.. so sorry bout that.. hehehhe... and really lazy to remind back again..

Well, that's me, never wanted to think back all the good and bad, there's got advantages and disadvantages, but I still prefer to be myself as this... lazy to think back again... hehhe... some kind of happy go lucky?


Of course, I just not wanting to tell you right now cause.. I'm a bit too tired to tell to right now... have to be in time to time, think back all these thing... A lot weyyy... 7 months' stuffs...

Hehehehe... what a lazy me, eventhough got the lappie already, but still lazy to touch it, there's one of the reason is.. too long time never face to computer lor.. :P

What so ever, now I coming here just to review back my feeling of telling stuff and stories...

Stuff, I try to write out as much as I can, like... nonsence and etc, hahahha!!

Stories... next time lar... not yet in the mood of telling story, another reason is, the story haven't end yet, so I don't wanna tell yet.. teehheehehehhee....

but, there's got one thing keep in my mind long, which is, thinking of make a chinese blog for myself.... wait for it lar.. ;) I will write all the defferent thing at this 2 blog.. hope lar.. =P


Well, thanks for reading my nonsence here.. good night...

I think I'm back..

I think I'm back. haha!!

But , I'm so sorry that, my English might become worse, couse of long time didn't use them... teehehhehheehehee....


Wish me luck k?
I will try to update myself , and let myself back here again, see ya all!

I thought I lost this.

Man~!! I thought my blog was hacked just now!!

Since about 5 minutes ago I keep on trying to log in my blog but I can't till just now I need to go to my own front page, then only I manage to get log in, but still using the same username and password, puff~!!


I learned a small thing today, from a newspaper, it is talking bout how you improve yourself, which is maintain your learning a little everyday..

Learning. A little bit. Everyday.


this 3 thing only we need to do, but, do you think you can make it??

for example, you are 24 year-old today, and you are going to 25, never learn to write a diary, but you have to start today, till you get old.....

Or maybe, you have to learn to read an article everyday, wherever from newspaper, or magazine, or book... but you have to note down what you had learn from that article...

It is like a big "HUH~!??" for me, I never think that I can make it, and I don't think I can maintain it till I feel or get boring at it!



By the way, you all can find out how I am at here....


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